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BeingChange is about creating a space – a sangha, a circle, a council - to explore together ways to be psycho-spiritually prepared for
any and all future planetary outcomes, while being lovingly and courageously present to the here and now. It's about envisioning a
viable, compassionate, just future we can live our way into. A future that's so compelling we want to contribute our best, most passionate efforts to making it a reality - even in the face of possibly insurmountable odds. Please join us and become part of the circle.

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

The Third Dimension

Joanna Macy, one of the great elders of our time, talks about the “3 dimensions of the Great Turning.” They are:
Actions to slow the damage to Earth and its beings ;
Analysis of structural causes and the creation of structural alternatives;
A shift(s) in consciousness

I'm most interested in, and BeingChange is most about, the dimension of shifts in consciousness. I'm voraciously absorbing anything I can find that speaks to this - everything from the ancient to the modern to the futuristic, from the indigenous to the esoteric to the scientific. There's a lot of good stuff I'll be sharing over time.

Even though all three dimensions are important and necessary, I'm of a mind that the consciousness shift must lead the way. The paradox is that I believe this shift must be huge and it must be fast. At the same time it requires time, depth, vision, reflection and presence. Slowness. Spaciousness. Deep listening.

I'm wanting to find ways to balance this paradox in my life and it's a challenge. Especially with all the fear generating, hate mongering background buzz that is so intense right now. Am I capable of witnessing to that with compassion while rigorously, slowly, spaciously, deeply plugging into the undercurrent of other alternatives? I feel that I must be.

While there is so much to DO in this world to midwife a new future into being, I believe there is an equally important role for certain human beings to especially find it in themselves to fulfill - as counter-intuitive, and even counter-productive, as it may feel. It's a role that is similar to that of the mystics – one of witness, wonder, contemplation, non-anxious presence. I've heard it described as “frequency holder” or someone who simply holds the space for the impulse of evolution to flow through them. This is important. This is worthy.

And, this seems to be all I want to do: I want to be awake, aware, I want to be outdoors, close to Mother Earth, I want to garden, I want to do ritual and ceremony, I want to gather in circle, I want to create beauty. I want to serve my community. I don't want to work a nine-to-five, I don't want that PhD, I don't want to engage in the viciousness of our political process, I don't want to do so many of the things deemed “normal” in this world. My ego wants me to believe I'm lazy, confused, lost, a failure, a misfit, hopelessly immature. My soul knows otherwise.

So what are the ingredients in this rambling reflection: find a way to be engaged AND slow down, be present. Stand as witness to the fear and rage but don't let it become me; don't feed into it. Trust my intuition; live with integrity and simplicity. Be brave, break out of the status quo....

I'm going to end with a short video of Joanna Macy talking about the 3 dimensions of the Great Turning. I hope you enjoy it:

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

The Sacred Mucky-Muck

I often feel like anything coming out of my mouth will sound crazy. There are so many thoughts going around in my head, so any big, HUGE thoughts that I'm at a loss to how to express them, or they feel overwhelming. Not just thoughts but feelings, sensations, intuitions, stories, longings, questions.... Sometimes I feel I don't belong in this world; sometimes it's hard to find people to talk to who “get where I'm at.” I have felt this way for most of my LIFE.

Still, I know I'm not crazy, I know I'm not alone, and I know I very much belong – in this body, on this planet, in this cosmos.

“In this world” gets a little trickier.

By “this world” I mean the world the Great Turning is leaving behind, the world from which it is moving on. And it IS moving on, no matter how hard one tries to hold on. I don't want to hold on. I'm ready. Could I have sensed this even from a very early age? Could I have, perhaps, been born for this?

Sometimes the only way I can get at any of this is through poetry or other artistic endeavor. Something that taps into the heart and spirit of the matter. This is, I believe, another essential piece of navigating through the Great Turning: delving into the images, the myths, the archetypes of what is emerging. They hold great clues and possibilities I may never have envisioned through my rational, thinking mind.

Sometimes my poems are mystical, sometimes fanciful, sometimes fierce. This one is saying: Yes, I often feel like a misfit from another planet but I'm ON to something. I WILL listen, I will follow. Even against great tides. Dare I suggest that this is one of the things the Great Turning needs most from us?

 
The Sacred Mucky-Muck

Yes
Call it sacred –
    your confused and anguished
         venturing beyond the known,
         the safe, the fuzzy
         bliss of small, small
         worlds.

Frame it as sacred –
     your out-there insane,
         gut-wrenching inclination to
         renounce, empty, allow,
         enter and 
         emerge.

Frame it as sacred –
     your truly bizarre
         desire for sweet silence and
         deep contemplation, for
         dancing with death and for dreaming
         worlds into
         being.

Please
Call it sacred –
     your shockingly Self centered
         attempts to heal, to
         transform, to deign
         to feel worthy of
         co-Creation.

Frame it as sacred –
     your irritatingly troublesome
         rock the boat
         realness.

Please, know it is sacred.